I'm having a bit of a guilty day, I'm guilty that I'm on arrangement websites looking for someone to give me money. Maybe because I'm staying at my mum's house for the summer and it just makes me really guilty. If she found out she would be so disappointed in me, has this ever happened to any of you, especially starting out. That you thought you were doing something stupid?
I'm really down about it, maybe you could cheer me up and help me?
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I know how you feel. Are you feeling guilty because you think it's wrong? I think before getting into an arrangement or even on the sites, you have to come to terms with the positive and negative aspects of the lifestyle. Don't see it as going on a site looking for someone to give you money. It's truly more then that. When you meet that SD who's able to care for you, wants to see you succeed in life, you will see it a totally different way. Cheer up! :) and Happy hunting!
ReplyDeleteThanks, let's say that I convinced myself that it was right, because selfishly I wanted the lifestyle, the mentoring. But it is so much of a taboo subject that if anyone I know knew about it I would feel bad. I guess staying with my mum is giving me a bit of a guilty feeling. That's all. I did think about it, and it's what I wanted, I think it's just a gult moment, I really hope it will pass because I really want it! x
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